星期六晚上

难得星期六晚上
即使有deadline在等着我
也不想就这样浪费那宝贵的空闲
即使什么都不做 什么都不想
也不觉得浪费

短暂的歇息
能让自己在接下来的路走的更顺畅

播着自己的曲目
哼着自己喜欢的调调
手不停地被滑鼠在操控着
享受平静与自在
这星期还有什么遗憾呢。。。

want sleep but don't want sleep

kind of run out of energy every night when i get back to room
just like one of my Pooping Pigeon group mate had said:
"we see each other more hour than we spend on sleeping..."
haha, what to do...
oh, FYI, Pooping Pigeon is our FYP group name. cool leh~

animation production is basically split into THREE phase
preproduction: story, character design, concept, blah blah blah, all sort of thing before u can really process into production phase.
production: basically just start making animation, we called it 'animating'
post-production: editing, composting, sound effect, visual effect, all sort of thing before u want to show ur audience.

well, people might said:
"walao, y so piah?! u still got one year to deal with ur FYP leh..."
however, we actually lag far behind from other groups whereas they have already started their production phase long ago, while we still haven't finished our preproduction phase.

good thing is
actually our working environment is not dry at all...
we (whole batch of final year animators) own a huge space with 23" screen and high performance CPU equipped, and spacious area allowed us to do whatever we want to do...
we won't be sitting 24/7 in front of the screen..
we moving around, kacao each other, kepoh here kepoh there, to keep our mind fresh, although most of the time fail...

hmm... actually i not too sure what is the point of this blog
i just simply want to sweep my fingers around on the keyboard before i sleep.

got a few books from Popular @ Jurong East Interchange
3 for $10
cheap enough for me to anyhow grab
but, i think quite worth it, after i started reading a few pages of one of the books.

more to share
but time to sleep
bye bye world
hello dream!

MaterialisM

human are great because of dreams

well, i m not dreaming to be great,
while i m still dreaming for getting something great!
since now is one month away from my 22nd birthday,
i might want to have some wishes...
hmm.. or maybe to be exactly i shld say i want to set some goals for myself...
although i know these goals are all the MATERIALISTIC significance of a young man would have,
well... since it would make my life more 'goalful', then.. y not? haha

first of all,
Canon DSLR camera
Time to accomplish: by Dec 2011

actually i have been longing for a DSLR since year 1 study in ADM
first, it is very cool to have a huge black block that could capture history by one click.
second, the customizable function and lens could narrate a story in a more creative way.
third, cant resist the seduction of surrounding by a lot of friends who holding these big bulky memory-capture-machine going around....

well, i guess i m convincing enough to pursue this gadget based on three reasons above...
however, when i say 'pursue', i mean i gonna earn money by my own, and buy it by my own money!!!
by dec of next year, i must get one for myself!!!

second,
a Taiwan trip
Time to accomplish: June 2011

basically this goal is processing...
if nothing goes wrong, i will be probably flying off for this 'treasure island' next June.
with my AMCISA dear friends...
have been being a well bottom frog for so long, it's time for me to fly out of this region and discover the wonderful world.
Taiwan will be my first stop.
Maybe Australia will be the next, Europe or US will come after that... but not so soon to put them into my goal list now...

hmm... wat's gonna be the third...

errmm....




ohya, perhaps a fruit?!

a Macbook Pro!!
i think i might get one macbook pro after i graduate, and after i get a DSLR...

ohya, it some how remind me of this

a Sony Playstation 3
this is also another gadget ranked in the second tier...
since the graphic is getting better and better over the decade, and the price is getting lower and lower over months, so i guess i can still resist the temptation of having this...

yes, goal is always so far far far far away...
To dream is faster than to achieve...
so i m gonna have a sweet dream on my wanted list~~~

召唤自己

不知道从什么时候开始
觉得自己已经不再是以前的自己
觉得自己越来越多重性格

常常躲在自己的角落 做着自己的东西
总是落在队伍后头 参入不了话题 就索性走马看花 假装微笑

不是很喜欢自己总是用fyp来作为拒绝别人的理由
但往往真的是逼不得已
一般人大可说现在才开学 fyp还有一年的时间
一般人大可觉得我太过紧张 太过怕输
一般人大可认为我只是在找借口
然而 事实是我组的fyp真的是远远落在进度后面
我不想毕业后还要回来做fyp
不了解的人请了解
了解的人请谅解

自从没做活动后
整个人开始放纵了下来
以前总觉得自己有要职在身
做什么事情都有人在看着自己
现在无事一身轻 轻到自己都快飞掉了
开始凡是都好像无所谓的起来
也似乎越来越没主见 这个也行那个也行
任人宰割

最近也发现自己越来越无法专心沟通
说话时思绪无法专注
有时看着对方说话 心里却想着别的东西




不行
我告诉自己这样不行
我没有太多的时间了
必须重振当初向上向善的心态
从新规划自己
自己的未来也好 自己的人格也好
就把这计划当成我这个学期对自己的新期望
下个学期前 我一定要回来！！！