seriously don't know what to put as title.

lots of thing happen over the week
sickness and works are heavy enough for one to burden
coughing season, people coughing here and there
work-can't-finish season, people complaining here and there
unpredictable date of ending

first of everything, get my coughing well
and then, let the destiny decide the rest of all.

what make love a love?

sometimes, i do wonder what make love a love.

recently, a close friend asked me a question that i didn't know how to answer: why is the need to have a partner? i was really stunning for few seconds before i could speak out a word. my brain, or rather my heart, just couldn't trace out a convincing answer.

well, i also wonder how long does love take to come to an end. i seriously don't believe in 'love you forever' this kind of bullshit, although i used to believe in it. another friend shared with me that lovers are based on love; while husband and wife are based on relationship. well, honestly i still haven't fully digested it.

some random question based on one of my friend's case:

will you choose dream or love if you ONLY can choose either one?

this question is kind of one-sided if you are single. but what's the case if you were currently having a partner who forcing you to choose. perhaps more like an approach of you want money which can fulfill you everything(include love) or you want dream which might depressed you(in terms of money).

记新年前的一个雨夜

娇弱的雨点，打在硬邦邦的地板，滴答滴答。

年关将至，往年今日，艳阳已高挂。雨水不断狂袭，恨不得把过去的不如意，统统都给清刷干净。以一颗干净纯真的心去面对新的未来。

年一年一年的过。感觉却一年一年的减。是感叹日子难过，还是失去了欢天喜地的期待。