主菜的味道

如果说这几个月来尝到的都只是前菜，那么主菜的味道，已经慢慢朝我的方向飘过来了。预计到主菜的食材，可能会使我消化不良。可能它的美味，我还来不及品尝，就已经过去了。因为它太快了。快到我来不及回味。快到我来不及去感慨它的快。等了这么久，可能就在等待那主菜的到来。但，咻的一声，侍应生又把还来不及吃完的主菜，给收走了。接下来的甜品，还是未知数。可能是碗巧克力红豆冰，让我甜滋滋的走出这间餐馆；亦或者是杯芹菜苦瓜汁？

SFP后记

还是趁我记忆犹新，感觉仍在之时，把感动记下吧。

历经过了四年的Senior Farewell Party，年年带着不一样的身份，次次怀着不一样的感动。

感谢筹委们的用心，感谢表演者的心思，感谢每个岗位的付出。

本人泪腺实在不发达，但很多的画面还是让我的泪腺处于临盆状态。散场前本来有好多话想跟好多人分享；碍于场面失控，难以静下心来和该说话的人说话。就好比蜜瓜们，还有那几个称我为“伯”的小瓜们，以及几个久违的朋友。可能在大环境呆久了，本想分享些心得感受，却只会说些寒暄的话，总切不入内心挖出想说的话。

在此，与大家共勉我在纪念特刊中的话：
“大学这四年，说长不长，说短不短，转眼间毕业在即。曾以为梦想的殿堂，却揭开了现实世界的面纱。蓦然回首，不知踏过了多少崎岖路。眼前，迷雾茫茫。静下心来，回想最初的梦想，你会看到心中那盏灯的指引。”


愿大家以现在为起点，朝梦想的方向迈进。

seriously don't know what to put as title.

lots of thing happen over the week
sickness and works are heavy enough for one to burden
coughing season, people coughing here and there
work-can't-finish season, people complaining here and there
unpredictable date of ending

first of everything, get my coughing well
and then, let the destiny decide the rest of all.

记一个六人聚会的晚上

星期一的晚上，在那十字路口的交通灯旁。灯火阑珊下的一排店屋里头。几个怀着不同梦想，在不同地方奋斗的年轻人，在该时该刻一同的坐在嘛嘛档里，点了几片印度煎饼，开始聊了起来。

聊啊聊。聊了很久。说了自己，说了别人。才知道在过去的一年里，大家都经历了起起伏伏。虽然很久没见。话题仍然不断。感觉依旧清新。

试问，人的一生中，能有多少机会，可以让一群老朋友相聚，聊个天南地北。

人事变迁，变幻莫测。拥有的就好好珍惜，过去的就让它过去，没有的就努力争取。

Gloomy Smile

Sometimes, you just somehow felt some sort of depressed. Without any reasons. You just felt shagged throughout the week, even you had sleep 8 hours a day, which was more than you need, and yet, you still couldn't pay full concentration on anything. In addition, your sleep quality wasn't that good. You woke up in the dawn, and found that the alarm would only be rang like next 2 hours.

You started saying something which you don't know what you were saying. You started thinking what you don't want to think. You started hating people around you. Kind of lost in a sense of miserable.

A lot of negative emotion would emerge right after your depressive mode was activated. You would feel everything just went against you. And you knew that exactly you shouldn't keep your spirit down, but, you didn't know how.

Smiling on the face, gloomy in the heart.

独步

踏着轻快的脚步，听着和谐的音乐，流着努力的汗水。
座位席的灯光轻轻地拍打在田径场上那一小段的红色跑道；跑道另一端，则接受了来自对岸微微的余光以及那慷慨月光的滋润。夜晚，凉风，奔跑。很不错的配搭。享受着汗水与迎面凉风在身上划过的痕迹。血液奔腾地在身体内串流。流行乐自私地灌入自己的耳朵里。脚板有节奏地踏在那长长地跑道。
越过一对有一对的散步者。也被一位又一位的竞速者越过。不想给自己设目标，就自然地奔向下一个起跑点。
一个人的速度，很自由，很放纵。少了一份束缚多了一份孤单。少了嬉笑多了沉淀。暂且把月夜占为己有，独自享受这一刻的安宁。

美好的星期天早晨

真是一个美好的星期天早晨。
一觉醒来，虽然昨夜的椰浆饭和卡里面包还在肚子里涨着气。可是朋友越洋传来了个好消息，把一整天的心情都点亮了起来。

blogspot和wordpress

之前的spaces搬了个新家
来到了wordpress
很喜欢wordpress的界面 但又不想把blogspot搬过去
那就只好保留这两个咯

稍稍做了规划
blogspot写的都比较个人日志
wordpress写的就比较想法
刚post了一篇【七千年的文明】
是因为这学期上了understanding singapore society这门社会学
得到了点想法 而写下的

kopi-O

started getting addicted to coffee since some when last few weeks...
not any kind of coffee, but particularly kopi-o

some people might dislike the bitter taste of kopi-o
however, it is the bitterness that makes me feel so like about it
i don like something that is overly sweet, like coke, milk tea with a lot of milk, etc.
i feel a sense of happiness, which i dunno where does it come from, after having a sip of kopi-o in the late morning with my breakfast...
that is a kind of comfortable sensation exudes from my deep heart that will make me yelling "arrrhhh~~~~" in a relaxing way....
especially these few days
stay up so late for some or no reason...
a hot and aromatic kopi-o will light up my day

well, some people might think i m getting older and older with such "ah pek" act
hmm... i would rather interpret it as "getting mature"... heehee

从昨天到现在

结束了两天一夜的ASBBP
从pasir ris回来
等下就要回家了
颓废了一整个下午
始终没有动力去画我的storyboard
睡了一觉 感觉现在精神多了
可是就有一种很空虚的感觉

回来之前
想找你吃饭 因为很久没有和你吃饭聊天了
可是自己的行程不定 就取消了这念头
哪知道到了学校就遇见了你

虽然毕业的毕业 工作的工作 读书的读书
只要我们几个聚在一起
还是会有说不完的话 开不完的玩笑 笑不完的梗
庆幸这几年遇到了这班人
否则现在的我将不会是现在的我

现在一直在等
等某人打电话告诉我几点去meet她然后回家
开学的日期脚步慢慢逼近
我们的强大制作却一直停留在preproduction
我毕业前做的完吗？

creation and reflection

attended the ADM animation grad show last nite

pretty inspired by seniors' work

some of them r really on top level, even could be qualified for festival, i think

but it's quite pity that some of them were not finished

after this inspired screening...

a kind of  creation enthu come up to my mind

while i was on the way back on the train

i felt like to create a novel

perhaps could name it something like 'animator's life' or 'animator's diary' kind of thing

to depict the idealistic life of an animator, and his philosophy beneath this practicalism world

basically that is to dump my own thought onto some imagined characters...

anyway, this is just an flash idea, not really going to do

unless i really got a lot a lot a lot a lot of spare time....

besides, my fyp will be starting soon...

3-man-team

Darren, ChunHong, Me

each of us good at different area

hope that this group will create something fantastic

look forward to our creation...

was wondering

m i a silent person, or noisy

m i a double face or just less confident while facing some ppl

hmm... 

wasn't that i keep asking ppl to step out of their comfort zone and approach other community

did i myself do that?

did i?

will i?

此时此刻

想画点东西
却没灵感
有灵感
却没想画
灵感来自何方？
如何寻找灵感


刚刚看了新年在阿嬷家的照片
心情开心起来


明天要不要早点去上班呢？
deadline将近
东西却一堆还没做完


摆在房间的吉他
好久没有动了
只从买了intuos
好像就忽略了吉他


明天晚餐要吃什么呢？
pioneer?can2?还是吃面包？
每天都在烦恼这东西


为什么我的房总是有那么多的蚂蚁？
爬来爬去
扫掉了又爬回来

悠哉闲哉的星期六

午餐

(Mmm.... just 杂菜饭)

v

fair price shopping with Dinosaur

(we spent 20cent altogether on foods and foods and foods...)

v

回房小睡

v

hall 7

v

tanjong pagar hawker center small feast

(菜头粿 蚝煎 炒果条 红豆冰 豆花 甘蔗水 咖喱面 肉脞面 云吞面)

v

pass by esplanade

(took a lot of photo of marina bay sand from far away)

v

marina bay sand casino

(4 of us spent S$4 on slot machine, and as expected, lose all the money...)

v

journey back to NTU

(we 'shuagu'-ly took CHRYSLER CAB back, and kept staring on the fare meter, as it run too fast...)

v

回房

(tired, yet still wanna jot down this wonderful night)

这就是我悠哉闲哉的星期六