运气-梦想

咳咳叫厄运接着来
哈哈笑好运自然来

一直以来都秉持着命运掌握在自己手中的信念。但也同时的相信自己是一个很幸运的孩子。幸运自己能够结识一班朋友；幸运自己能够进入大学；幸运自己能够修读自己喜欢的动画。幸运到把好多东西都当成理所当然。

毕业的日子将近，离开安乐窝，似乎就不能再靠幸运之神的眷顾。凡是都得靠实力，运气只能在你准备好的情况下发挥作用。于是，对自己在大学仅存的日子里，要求稍稍提高。尽可能不旷课，尽可能仔细聆听上课内容，尽可能将每份作品做到最好。

22 老大不小，却一事无成。虽然可能言之过早，但向往着经济独立的你我他，踏出校门后就背上了一身债。宵夜的话题不再围绕课外活动，取而代之的是未来的去路。“欸，找工了吗？” “欸，以后你要怎样还loan？”之类的话题。欣慰的是，比起不知道自己以后要走什么路的同仁们，至少我有梦想。虽然知道梦想不能当饭吃，但还是愿意在梦想的路途上，牺牲一两口的米饭，以换取心灵上的满足。毕竟，我也不想在着消费指数甚高的国度里，完成我的梦想。这里似乎只会让我的梦想支离破碎，渐行渐远。

每个人都应该要有梦想。不管有多大，有多难。不管能完成，不能完成。别成为资本主义下的机器。

*整体内容不连贯的一篇。。。

天枰坏了

因为想要让一个人笑

而使到另外一个人哭

因为过于重视一个人

而把另外一个人忽略

所以是应该站在天枰的左边还是右边

当自己成为天枰上的其中一枚棋子

自己将会发现 不知道哪里是左边 那里是右边

Gloomy Smile

Sometimes, you just somehow felt some sort of depressed. Without any reasons. You just felt shagged throughout the week, even you had sleep 8 hours a day, which was more than you need, and yet, you still couldn't pay full concentration on anything. In addition, your sleep quality wasn't that good. You woke up in the dawn, and found that the alarm would only be rang like next 2 hours.

You started saying something which you don't know what you were saying. You started thinking what you don't want to think. You started hating people around you. Kind of lost in a sense of miserable.

A lot of negative emotion would emerge right after your depressive mode was activated. You would feel everything just went against you. And you knew that exactly you shouldn't keep your spirit down, but, you didn't know how.

Smiling on the face, gloomy in the heart.

突然很想念一个人

就如标题所示。。。

独步

踏着轻快的脚步，听着和谐的音乐，流着努力的汗水。
座位席的灯光轻轻地拍打在田径场上那一小段的红色跑道；跑道另一端，则接受了来自对岸微微的余光以及那慷慨月光的滋润。夜晚，凉风，奔跑。很不错的配搭。享受着汗水与迎面凉风在身上划过的痕迹。血液奔腾地在身体内串流。流行乐自私地灌入自己的耳朵里。脚板有节奏地踏在那长长地跑道。
越过一对有一对的散步者。也被一位又一位的竞速者越过。不想给自己设目标，就自然地奔向下一个起跑点。
一个人的速度，很自由，很放纵。少了一份束缚多了一份孤单。少了嬉笑多了沉淀。暂且把月夜占为己有，独自享受这一刻的安宁。