aftermath

well
one thing to confess
i RUINED one of my favourite subject
although feeling seriously bad now
but
entire Singapore Society is waiting me to understand...
hopefully my brain won't go blank again tomorrow...

simply want to type something totally random

amid the craze of exam period
still feel the itchiness of my hand to linger on keyboard
undoubtedly, something random will be produced...

time lapse rapidly
this semester has come to the bottom end
64 hours more to be freed from this semester
in the other way round, i merely have these precious 64 hours to due with my two papers...
western film history and understanding singapore society
two of the most intriguing subjects i have ever taken.

starving now
i think i better rest early...
i guess tomorrow gonna be a long day
as film history from entire western semisphere are waving hand to me...

求爱复刻版

老唱片听到一半突然有了灵感
整理之前的混乱爱原来不难
它存在太多虚幻终究是古老模样
原来你要的是那么单纯而简单
在雨天为你撑着伞
星期天陪你到海边踩踩沙滩
要给你最传统的浪漫闪着烛光的晚餐
神奇的力量打开你平凡认真的心房
要给你最古老的幻想
扬起白色的风帆晒一晒久违的太阳
我的求爱复刻版不用包装
呵护你不会偷懒
无所谓老掉牙不需要时髦想法
没创意不需害怕真心看见了吗
山顶上公园的花卡片那句情话
真爱的表达还是热咖啡能催化
天黑了陪你走回家
清晨的信箱会看见我的鲜花
要给你最传统的浪漫吹着晚风到天亮
原始的情感踏着稳定的步伐在成长
要给你最古老的幻想
在城堡的屋顶上晒一晒温暖的月光
我的求爱复刻版没有包装
给你复古的温暖

回首过去，一切总是美好。曾经年少轻狂，曾经疯狂幻想，小时候真好。
刚从好听上寻到了曾经很喜欢的一首歌曲--《求爱复刻版》。歌词看上去确实是不择不扣的年轻偶像歌曲。
现在重新听了一遍。歌词意境仍在。但却会心一笑。叹时间过得真快。

运气-梦想

咳咳叫厄运接着来
哈哈笑好运自然来

一直以来都秉持着命运掌握在自己手中的信念。但也同时的相信自己是一个很幸运的孩子。幸运自己能够结识一班朋友；幸运自己能够进入大学；幸运自己能够修读自己喜欢的动画。幸运到把好多东西都当成理所当然。

毕业的日子将近，离开安乐窝，似乎就不能再靠幸运之神的眷顾。凡是都得靠实力，运气只能在你准备好的情况下发挥作用。于是，对自己在大学仅存的日子里，要求稍稍提高。尽可能不旷课，尽可能仔细聆听上课内容，尽可能将每份作品做到最好。

22 老大不小，却一事无成。虽然可能言之过早，但向往着经济独立的你我他，踏出校门后就背上了一身债。宵夜的话题不再围绕课外活动，取而代之的是未来的去路。“欸，找工了吗？” “欸，以后你要怎样还loan？”之类的话题。欣慰的是，比起不知道自己以后要走什么路的同仁们，至少我有梦想。虽然知道梦想不能当饭吃，但还是愿意在梦想的路途上，牺牲一两口的米饭，以换取心灵上的满足。毕竟，我也不想在着消费指数甚高的国度里，完成我的梦想。这里似乎只会让我的梦想支离破碎，渐行渐远。

每个人都应该要有梦想。不管有多大，有多难。不管能完成，不能完成。别成为资本主义下的机器。

*整体内容不连贯的一篇。。。

天枰坏了

因为想要让一个人笑

而使到另外一个人哭

因为过于重视一个人

而把另外一个人忽略

所以是应该站在天枰的左边还是右边

当自己成为天枰上的其中一枚棋子

自己将会发现 不知道哪里是左边 那里是右边

Gloomy Smile

Sometimes, you just somehow felt some sort of depressed. Without any reasons. You just felt shagged throughout the week, even you had sleep 8 hours a day, which was more than you need, and yet, you still couldn't pay full concentration on anything. In addition, your sleep quality wasn't that good. You woke up in the dawn, and found that the alarm would only be rang like next 2 hours.

You started saying something which you don't know what you were saying. You started thinking what you don't want to think. You started hating people around you. Kind of lost in a sense of miserable.

A lot of negative emotion would emerge right after your depressive mode was activated. You would feel everything just went against you. And you knew that exactly you shouldn't keep your spirit down, but, you didn't know how.

Smiling on the face, gloomy in the heart.

突然很想念一个人

就如标题所示。。。