seriously don't know what to put as title.

lots of thing happen over the week
sickness and works are heavy enough for one to burden
coughing season, people coughing here and there
work-can't-finish season, people complaining here and there
unpredictable date of ending

first of everything, get my coughing well
and then, let the destiny decide the rest of all.

what make love a love?

sometimes, i do wonder what make love a love.

recently, a close friend asked me a question that i didn't know how to answer: why is the need to have a partner? i was really stunning for few seconds before i could speak out a word. my brain, or rather my heart, just couldn't trace out a convincing answer.

well, i also wonder how long does love take to come to an end. i seriously don't believe in 'love you forever' this kind of bullshit, although i used to believe in it. another friend shared with me that lovers are based on love; while husband and wife are based on relationship. well, honestly i still haven't fully digested it.

some random question based on one of my friend's case:

will you choose dream or love if you ONLY can choose either one?

this question is kind of one-sided if you are single. but what's the case if you were currently having a partner who forcing you to choose. perhaps more like an approach of you want money which can fulfill you everything(include love) or you want dream which might depressed you(in terms of money).

记新年前的一个雨夜

娇弱的雨点，打在硬邦邦的地板，滴答滴答。

年关将至，往年今日，艳阳已高挂。雨水不断狂袭，恨不得把过去的不如意，统统都给清刷干净。以一颗干净纯真的心去面对新的未来。

年一年一年的过。感觉却一年一年的减。是感叹日子难过，还是失去了欢天喜地的期待。

记一个六人聚会的晚上

星期一的晚上，在那十字路口的交通灯旁。灯火阑珊下的一排店屋里头。几个怀着不同梦想，在不同地方奋斗的年轻人，在该时该刻一同的坐在嘛嘛档里，点了几片印度煎饼，开始聊了起来。

聊啊聊。聊了很久。说了自己，说了别人。才知道在过去的一年里，大家都经历了起起伏伏。虽然很久没见。话题仍然不断。感觉依旧清新。

试问，人的一生中，能有多少机会，可以让一群老朋友相聚，聊个天南地北。

人事变迁，变幻莫测。拥有的就好好珍惜，过去的就让它过去，没有的就努力争取。

stop being dreamy

this is not the time to dream a dream
this is the time to realize the dream

don't panic, don't step back, be smart, be aggressive.
and run towards the goal.



#just some quick thought before sleep#

新年快乐

挥别了收获满满的2010，马上迎来的是充满挑战与期待的2011。

过去的一年里，得到了很多，可说是我人生的转折。很多宝贵的经验都在那一年里得到。仿佛自己变成了另外一个自己。更清楚自己要的是什么，但也对自己要的路感到迷茫。

2011年。一个看起来不怎么美丽的数字，却充满了挑战与期待。Final Year Project, 毕业旅行，毕业典礼，工作，房子以及未知的一切。就像是在笼子里囚禁多时的鸟，准备冲向天空。

来临的这一年，天灾人祸无可避免，但希望大家仍然秉持自己的希望与梦想。

aftermath

well
one thing to confess
i RUINED one of my favourite subject
although feeling seriously bad now
but
entire Singapore Society is waiting me to understand...
hopefully my brain won't go blank again tomorrow...