回不去的那些年

终于赶上了九把刀“那些年”的末班车。七个年轻人的成长记录，稍稍地激起了内心的涟漪。感叹的不是那没追到的女生，而是回不去的那些年。曾今的狂热，被许许多多的汗水及口水给浇得七七八八了。剩下的那星星之火，唯有抱着可以燎原的遐想，继续发光发热。

过去的时间，也不能在回去；能做的也就只是珍惜现在，珍惜身边的人。把回忆当成艺术品，好好的欣赏。愿那些年的你们，都过得很开心很幸福很美好。

熊猫们我来了！

耶！四川，下个月见！

i am an ANIMATOR

have been started my profession as ANIMATOR for exactly a week. i am lucky enough to be hired by one of the biggest local studios, named Sparky Animation. if one is interested by their works, can just go youtube 'Dinosaur Train', will pretty much see what we are doing.

well, as an animator, what i do everyday is animate, of course. Hmm... to be frank, this is not my dream job yet, but still, it is a pretty interesting task to take on. one of the most challenging part is the demand of 10+ seconds of animation per day. back in NTU, we took half semester to do less than one minutes for class assignments. just do a little maths here, and you will know how challenging the task is. on top of that, the animation quality have to be there.

salary wise. its far lesser than fellow engineers or accountants. but at least, if i save a bit, plan a bit, should be enough for me to survive. well, i think there are always pros and cons for everything. since i decided to take on this field, to pursuing my, so-called, DREAM, i should be thankful to be able to get a job soon after my graduation. money wise, dont think so much la... as i said, as long as one can learn something and improve his market value, low pay doesnt really matter for a starter.

yeap... just a small recap for what my job is. all the best for myself and my fellow graduated friends.

毕业典礼前夕

想记载毕业前一晚的心情，但却又不是想象中的雀跃，心情非常平凡，没有太大的不舍或是感慨。朋友说，要到明天才会有感觉。那是个怎样的感觉呢？是抱着毕业文凭，回首感慨大学四年这么快就结束，还是高抛方帽，欢呼新生活的莅临呢？

这几天，家人都好忙。忙着买新衣。就像妈妈说的，好像要娶媳妇那样，全家都想盛装打扮。家人的喜悦全写在脸上。

明天过后，我将即刻展开新的生活方式。我的事业将从后天开始。学生生涯的句点，紧紧跟着工作生涯的开引号。

在未来的日子里，我或许将很少有自己的时间，给你，给自己，给大家。玩乐的心是应该好好的收敛收敛。庆幸的是，干我这行的，虽然工作时间长，但至少还能够在工作当儿找到乐趣，生活不至于枯燥乏味至极点。

中山高速公路上的旅人

踏上了國光客運，開始了我孤獨的回程。剛滑過舌的仙草甘甜仍在嘴里，恰恰地寓意著我的感受--過去那甜甜的回憶襯托出不捨的感慨。靠在那朦朧的大片玻璃窗，車外的雨勢時而滂沱時而綿綿。車上的旅客不多，沉靜的車廂更顯旅程的寂寞。下班時間，高速公路的出口搪塞著許許多多歸心似箭的旅人。

踏進機場，自己探尋那老虎跳躍的標誌。原來，台灣稱之為欣豐虎航，多麼好聽，卻又把老虎的瑞氣給挫了一半。

第一次的獨自飛行體驗，即將展開。登機程序辦妥，發現班機延誤半小時。卻也不管那兩小時的空當地他進了候機區，到免稅商店繞一圈。很快的，還是到達了B2候機區。翻了翻在誠品書店買的雜誌，吃了在台灣的最後一餐（也不過是旅友們送我的麵包）。還有時間，打了通電話回家報平安。一個人坐在那空蕩蕩的候機區，感覺真的很不舒服。望著那閘門，當我踏過閘門，就像灰姑娘顯身的魔咒，一切都會回到現實，很多的問題等著我去面對。

晚上九點三十分。登機。坐在靠窗的座位。睡睡醒醒、搖搖晃晃四個小時，終於再次踏足在獅子之城。

台灣的四天，盡然把在新加坡的四年給比下了。

雖然之前都覺得繁體字很美，但就是沒真正使用繁體來完成一篇文章，就趁這一機會，開始轉用繁體。

主菜的味道

如果说这几个月来尝到的都只是前菜，那么主菜的味道，已经慢慢朝我的方向飘过来了。预计到主菜的食材，可能会使我消化不良。可能它的美味，我还来不及品尝，就已经过去了。因为它太快了。快到我来不及回味。快到我来不及去感慨它的快。等了这么久，可能就在等待那主菜的到来。但，咻的一声，侍应生又把还来不及吃完的主菜，给收走了。接下来的甜品，还是未知数。可能是碗巧克力红豆冰，让我甜滋滋的走出这间餐馆；亦或者是杯芹菜苦瓜汁？

ADM SHOW 2011

my grad show

my ending point

my starting point

The ADM Show 2011 will be held at Old School, 11B Mount Sophia from 14th to 23rd May, from 10.30am - 9.00pm daily.

http://admgradshow.com/

SFP后记

还是趁我记忆犹新，感觉仍在之时，把感动记下吧。

历经过了四年的Senior Farewell Party，年年带着不一样的身份，次次怀着不一样的感动。

感谢筹委们的用心，感谢表演者的心思，感谢每个岗位的付出。

本人泪腺实在不发达，但很多的画面还是让我的泪腺处于临盆状态。散场前本来有好多话想跟好多人分享；碍于场面失控，难以静下心来和该说话的人说话。就好比蜜瓜们，还有那几个称我为“伯”的小瓜们，以及几个久违的朋友。可能在大环境呆久了，本想分享些心得感受，却只会说些寒暄的话，总切不入内心挖出想说的话。

在此，与大家共勉我在纪念特刊中的话：
“大学这四年，说长不长，说短不短，转眼间毕业在即。曾以为梦想的殿堂，却揭开了现实世界的面纱。蓦然回首，不知踏过了多少崎岖路。眼前，迷雾茫茫。静下心来，回想最初的梦想，你会看到心中那盏灯的指引。”


愿大家以现在为起点，朝梦想的方向迈进。

seriously don't know what to put as title.

lots of thing happen over the week
sickness and works are heavy enough for one to burden
coughing season, people coughing here and there
work-can't-finish season, people complaining here and there
unpredictable date of ending

first of everything, get my coughing well
and then, let the destiny decide the rest of all.

what make love a love?

sometimes, i do wonder what make love a love.

recently, a close friend asked me a question that i didn't know how to answer: why is the need to have a partner? i was really stunning for few seconds before i could speak out a word. my brain, or rather my heart, just couldn't trace out a convincing answer.

well, i also wonder how long does love take to come to an end. i seriously don't believe in 'love you forever' this kind of bullshit, although i used to believe in it. another friend shared with me that lovers are based on love; while husband and wife are based on relationship. well, honestly i still haven't fully digested it.

some random question based on one of my friend's case:

will you choose dream or love if you ONLY can choose either one?

this question is kind of one-sided if you are single. but what's the case if you were currently having a partner who forcing you to choose. perhaps more like an approach of you want money which can fulfill you everything(include love) or you want dream which might depressed you(in terms of money).

记新年前的一个雨夜

娇弱的雨点，打在硬邦邦的地板，滴答滴答。

年关将至，往年今日，艳阳已高挂。雨水不断狂袭，恨不得把过去的不如意，统统都给清刷干净。以一颗干净纯真的心去面对新的未来。

年一年一年的过。感觉却一年一年的减。是感叹日子难过，还是失去了欢天喜地的期待。

记一个六人聚会的晚上

星期一的晚上，在那十字路口的交通灯旁。灯火阑珊下的一排店屋里头。几个怀着不同梦想，在不同地方奋斗的年轻人，在该时该刻一同的坐在嘛嘛档里，点了几片印度煎饼，开始聊了起来。

聊啊聊。聊了很久。说了自己，说了别人。才知道在过去的一年里，大家都经历了起起伏伏。虽然很久没见。话题仍然不断。感觉依旧清新。

试问，人的一生中，能有多少机会，可以让一群老朋友相聚，聊个天南地北。

人事变迁，变幻莫测。拥有的就好好珍惜，过去的就让它过去，没有的就努力争取。

stop being dreamy

this is not the time to dream a dream
this is the time to realize the dream

don't panic, don't step back, be smart, be aggressive.
and run towards the goal.



#just some quick thought before sleep#

新年快乐

挥别了收获满满的2010，马上迎来的是充满挑战与期待的2011。

过去的一年里，得到了很多，可说是我人生的转折。很多宝贵的经验都在那一年里得到。仿佛自己变成了另外一个自己。更清楚自己要的是什么，但也对自己要的路感到迷茫。

2011年。一个看起来不怎么美丽的数字，却充满了挑战与期待。Final Year Project, 毕业旅行，毕业典礼，工作，房子以及未知的一切。就像是在笼子里囚禁多时的鸟，准备冲向天空。

来临的这一年，天灾人祸无可避免，但希望大家仍然秉持自己的希望与梦想。